Thursday, January 7, 2010

I'm Just Saying...

I have someone in my life who provides me with many, many forgiveness opportunities. Yay!

For awhile, up to and including yesterday, I had been feeling a lot of resistance to this person. I've done every forgiveness thought process I've ever heard about 2,347,982 times. And then suddenly, lastnight, there was a "poof" and then no more resistance. Then the stuff I heard coming out of my mouth was like the perfect stuff to be saying to this person, and it was happening with no thought from me.

Then later, I thought, I must be doing a really good job with this forgiveness, and then I thought what if I'm feeling temporarily good on account of I managed to project some of my unconscious guilt onto this person, and then I thought, nah!

I'm doing it, and it works. I'm just saying...

4 comments:

  1. good stuff. As an ACIM former student, the next step for you might be to check out the teaching of a guy named Adyashanti. He will blow your mind ever more than Gary Renard. I've posted some stuff on my website about transformation where I post cutting edge spiritual news.
    peace out
    don
    spiritnewsdaily.com

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  2. Hey, you're the first person who is not a direct blood relative to read my blog! Just kidding! I have friends who read it, but you're the first person I don't know. So, thanks for that. I checked out your website. Wow! I'm gonna browse some more there. I've heard the name "Adyashanti" before a few times so I will check it out. As far as Gary and his Teachers go, I'm hooked for life! Thank God.

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  4. Yes, Dawn, there's no shortage of JAFOs out there that's for sure. But they are our ticket Home, so we have to be grateful for them, as they just represent the symbolic aspects of our own unconscious mind(s) that needs healing.

    I used to listen to a lot of Wayne Dyer in the 1990s and early 2000s, and he would refer to these people as being like 'the turd that won't flush.' And these JAFO do feel like that sometimes!! Giddy up!

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