I have someone in my life who provides me with many, many forgiveness opportunities. Yay!
For awhile, up to and including yesterday, I had been feeling a lot of resistance to this person. I've done every forgiveness thought process I've ever heard about 2,347,982 times. And then suddenly, lastnight, there was a "poof" and then no more resistance. Then the stuff I heard coming out of my mouth was like the perfect stuff to be saying to this person, and it was happening with no thought from me.
Then later, I thought, I must be doing a really good job with this forgiveness, and then I thought what if I'm feeling temporarily good on account of I managed to project some of my unconscious guilt onto this person, and then I thought, nah!
I'm doing it, and it works. I'm just saying...